& reminiscence.

YOU MAKE IT EASIER WHEN LIFE GETS HARD.

2009-06-30T08:48:00.000-07:00

I have lost interest in blogging and wont be doing so unless i feel like it one day.

Life's great now except for the "work" part.

& i miss Tioman! (:

END OF INTERNSHIP.

2009-04-26T05:53:00.000-07:00

Week 9

Monday: Swensen's with Bel for lunch & dinner at Pizza Hut with Sp, Jas, Bon & Mel. It has been 2 months since i last met them.

Friday: Dinner at Streetscafe with nel aft work.

Weekend: Went back to visit grandma cause she was hospitalised. Have had lots of fun hanging out tgr with eldest and third bro.

Week 10

Wed: Mum and bro went back to take care of grandma.

Friday: Last day of internship. Took the train tgr with yq to work in the morning. Had lunch treat again from colleagues at Baystreet 21. This time round was to celebrate my last day of internship. They even got me presents :D

I'm going to miss all of them and their stupid jokes badly!

Really glad to know all of them.

Weekend: Caught Handsome suite tgr with nel, nich, jj, gy, yq and botak jones thereafter. Met up with zy cause she's finally back from germany and went Bugis to shop.

I ve got tons of photos to upload. But i'm still feeling so lazy right now. School is going to start tmrw & mum is coming back too! :D

10 MORE TO GO.

2009-04-05T05:47:00.000-07:00

ilovesentosa!

Have been too lazy to blog recently cause i'm busy with dramas! Cant really remember exactly what happened over the past 3 weeks. These were all that i can recall.

INTERNSHIP - WEEK 6

Fri: Met up with Evan for dinner aft work.

Sat: Bugis, k box at Marina Square and Changi Village.

Sun: Went back to IMM to help out with Farenheit's autograph session. Tiring but fun! It was an eye opener for me.

INTERNSHIP - WEEK 7

Wed: Lunch treat at Ichiban Sushi from nanny and manager.

Sat: Caught Shopaholic at the cathay and it was nice. The next movie that i wanna watch will be, ghosts of girlfriends' past! Met up with nich, jj and gy for dinner. Headed back home at 1am.

& not forgetting, i fall sick again for more than a week!

INTERNSHIP - WEEK 8

Mon: Went out for lunch with colleagues to Clementi

Fri: Visited Dental.

Sat: Headed to Sentosa! It was packed with lots of people plus the sun was scoorching hot. My back is now burnt! & it hurts so badly.

Sun: Rest at home day!

Photos to be uploaded on another day when my laziness goes away :D Three days of weekend is gone just like that. How i wish it was, 3 months! Its going to be another long week again.

All i want is to grow old with you, to watch our life unfold, our dreams one by one, come true.

RIGHT IN MY PATH.

2009-03-17T07:36:00.000-07:00

It was a wonderful week. I have had fun at both work and during weekends. Had lunches at Cafe cartel, Streetscafe and Ajisen tgr with colleagues last week. But, i will be skipping the k session with them this wed, cause i'm so deprive of sleep!

Monday: Felt so relieved. Matters that had been bothering me for so long is finally solved.

Tues: It was raining heavily in the morning and i was trapped in je station. No taxi, no shutter bus and no umbrella. Luckily, Bel was nice enough to drive me to IMM for work. Got back my results & i'm happy with it.

Wed: Work, work, work and work.

Thurs: Met zm for dinner at subway. I'm so glad that there's no mustard this time round.

Fri: Was having a bad flu. Met up with my ex-colleague for dinner. It was so nice of her to travel all the way from Kovan to Yishun to have dinner with me. I really miss the days working with her.

Sat: Headed back to IMM for our mall event and went Holland V for dinner with Janella. We are going to explore Sg together. Changi boardwalk next!

Sun: Went over to Janella's house in the morning. We spent our whole day eating and chatting.

Our Holland V trip.

Had brownie explosion at Haagen Dazs.

Looking forward to my weekends (:

IT'S ALMOST FILLED.

2009-03-14T18:57:00.000-07:00

Time flies, another week of internship is gone. Have been feeling really tired and sleepy this whole week. I cant wait for internship to end, but at the same time i dont want year 3 to start so soon. I miss my vacations badly!

Mon - Thurs : It's all about work. Have been making so much calls everyday, i'm now immune to it alr, which is a good thing i guess?

Fri : Met up with mum & dad for dinner after work. Visited relative's house over at BP.

Sat : Finally, i managed sleep for 10 hours, which i dont seems to be able to ever since months ago! Caught PUSH at the cathay with my eldest bro at night. Although i dont really like action movies, it think it was quite nice. Just find it abit exaggerating at times?

First movie!

Sun : Stay at-home day, it's time for a good rest. Cause it's gonna be another long week ahead.

So much things to do and so many places that i wanna visit. But it seems like my life is now filled with work. & when it comes to weekends, i'm too tired to do anything except for resting/ enjoyment. Cant wait for my next weekend (:

Some photos taken last week during sharon's bd celebration :D

Good food makes one happy (:

Our Beloved Sharon's 19teen Birthday.

Manhattan.

They love hugging each other.

Ugly us.

2 more days to dooms day! Gotta pray hard.

WHERE HAS ALL OF IT GONE TO?

2009-03-10T06:12:00.000-07:00

When life gets tough, i need lots & lots of motivation.

Take me to somewhere else, please?

& i miss zy. 45 more days!

ALWAYS SEARCHING.

2009-03-08T06:12:00.000-07:00

Work was much more enjoyable as compared to the last two weeks. Simply because, i get to shop without having to pay and i'm also involved in photo-shoot! However, it was a tiring week. I have been sleeping late and waking up early almost everyday. Dark circles which i don't usually have, are coming out now.

Monday:
Dinner with zm after work. Had a great time chatting with him. & i did smth nice. It feels good to offer help to the needy.

Tuesday:
Did smth nice again. I hope that little amount helps.

Wednesday & Thursday:
Usual working days.

Friday:

Celebrated Sharon's Birthday with sec sch buddies over at clarke quay (one of my favourite place) after work. Had our dinner in Manhatthan and the food was great! Camwhore and walked around after which.

Saturday:

Went shopping with nel. Got myself new shades and a tank top. & guess what, we saw Cleo's 50 bachelors over at Heeren. All i can say is, they are amazing. lol. Met up with only jj and gy for dinner at city hall as eric and nich couldn't make it. It has been 3 months since our last gathering, but they are forever that humorous :D

Sunday:

Went jb with nel. We were both tired and drained. But still, we had lots of fun chatting and eating! We kept on stuffing ourselves with food even though we were really full. Brought nel to this beautiful place near my house in the evening.

Sentosa, Holland V, Changi! Please come faster. I miss my holidays so badly ):

i simply love the wind.

it's the 7th year.

i'm serious, when it comes to work.

& it's called happiness (:

I TOOK ONE STEP BACK.

2009-03-03T06:03:00.000-08:00

I believe,
When certain things happen in life
It's for the better
Cause we all learn from our mistakes and failures

I guess i'm now old enough
To understand this reasoning
For the first time ever, i felt this strong
I'm grateful and glad. Really.

For everyday is a brand new day, a fresh start & a new beginning.

ANOTHER WEEK GONE.

2009-03-01T05:05:00.000-08:00

After all, it was a good week i guess?

Monday: Monday blues. But i had a wonderful dinner, but please remember that i hate mustard to the core! :D

Tuesday: The usual MRT journey took me 1 hour plus instead of 30 mins. I waited till my patience was really running out. I managed to reach home only at 9 -.-

Wednesday: The rainbows i saw, brightened up my gloomy day! It has been a long time since i saw one. Din manage to take a photo of it cause my phone was out of batt the whole day. & smth nice that i did, i gave up my seat to an old lady though my legs are aching so badly.

Thursday: Met up with my sec sch buddies to celebrate Jessica's birthday. It has been a long time since our last meet up. I miss them lots (:

Friday: Usual working day.

Saturday: Movie marathon with nel was cancelled. Thus, i stayed at home the whole day to watch dramas! I guess i'm way too engross with the drama, my heart aches for the actor everytime something sad happens. lol

Sunday: Watched the movie "He's just not that into you". It was great?

Dinner at Secret Recipe.

Ugly us! Jessica wanted this as her birthday present.

They are my loves! Let's meet up more often. (:

I felt like a sinner.
A little bit of assurance is what i need,
To feel better deep within.

TIRED, TIRED & I'M TIRED.

2009-02-20T18:15:00.000-08:00

It has been a tiring week, cause i'm still not very use to working for such long hours. Plus, i gotta spent about 2 hours traveling to and fro my workplace, & have walk long distances every single day. Mp3 & zm's smses are my companions which help me to survive through the boring journeys. All the squeezing s in the train is really driving me nuts, i'm beginning to hate taking trains because of that.

So far, no "lunch alone" for me and i get to walk around e mall whenever my colleagues go for shopping trips! I look forward to 6.15pm everyday, even though i'm not always release on time. Below are the main stuffs which kept me occupied this week.

Tuesday

I checked 240 shop's address
I made 200 plus calls
& got scolded by some retarded man

Wednesday

Looked through npp ads and did analysis on them
Did other admin stuffs

Thursday

Made several calls to arrange for meet up sessions
Did analysis on 1000 customer's profile

Friday

Distribute mailers to the shoppers
& to hundred over shops in the mall
Which made my hands and legs ache so badly

Now, my hand joints are still aching due to carrying mailers which are so heavy. Its saturday today and yet i still cant ve a proper rest, have to work on my assignment later on!

I miss watching movies and having nice dinners !

LIKE A HEARTBEAT.

2009-02-16T05:48:00.000-08:00

First day of work. & it was good except for the traveling part.

Lots of stuffs to learn and do
I almost fell asleep upon listening to the never-ending briefings
Being tested on marketing theories and concepts
(Luckily, exams just ended)
Met nice and friendly colleagues
(Lunch treat from them!)
But i simply hate the crowds in the train

Life is going to be busy for this 10 weeks! Seems hectic but i guess i will enjoy my work over there & my upcoming weekend is going to be burnt, cause i have to spend time doing my assignment due next week. I cant wait for mall events to be held soon. :D

WATCH ME SHINE.

2009-02-14T21:17:00.000-08:00

I'm so glad that exams are finally over.I managed to survive through exams period with the help of pills and brand essence. Hope that i had done well or at least fine for my 5 papers.

Friday

Had lunch at Ajisen after exams!
& shopping plus chit-chat sessions (:

Saturday

it's Valentines
Streets were filled with lots of people
Restaurants were fully packed
I really detest going out during weekends
Because of the crowds
But i went shopping again for my formal wear
& movie session after which

Attachment is going to start tmrw. Which also mean, days that i have to spend, traveling and eating alone. 8.30am to 6pm from Monday to Friday!

But still, i will be available for dinner dates (:

IT'S SO TORTURING.

2009-02-05T00:58:00.000-08:00

Study break is a torture! Time passes so slowly, one day seems almost like one year! & sleepless nights are back to haunt me even before exams commence. Tell me how do i survive for another 8 more days? Seriously, i dont even know what's wrong with my brain and my heart. I need some relaxation therapy to calm myself down and to overcome my fear of not being able to get to sleep.

Caught Bridewars on Tuesday with Nel. Quite a nice show, especially when you watched it with your best friend! (:

Please tell me that i will be fine.

IF ONLY I COULD STOP TIME.

2009-01-24T03:40:00.000-08:00

Chinese New Year is reaching in a day's time.
But i'm not looking forward to it, not even just a lil bit,

Simply because:

Exams are coming
My 10 weeks attachment is going to start
16th Feb to 23rd April
10 weeks of weekly work to be completed
1200-1500 words attachment report
& there comes year 3 on 26th April

Worse still, there's no holidays for us. I need my holidays so badly after one hectic semester filled with never ending tests and projects almost every week. At least, there's something to look forward to, 13th Feb! Ajisen with friends after exams.

I wanna get myself a PUMA jacket before school starts! :D

& i went jogging today! It's a great achievement for me, cause im always finding excuses not to exercise due to my laziness.

Take me away to Venice ?

IM ONLY UP WHEN YOU'RE NOT DOWN .

2009-01-16T07:07:00.000-08:00

Finally, semester 2 is coming to an end.

Which also means that exams are coming real soon.

Five papers from 9th-13th Feb.

I hope i wont ve any difficulties falling asleep.

So far, results that i ve got back werent that bad.

I see hopes! :D

But sad to say, im taking the module calculus in year 3.
Shouldn't ve dropped A maths during O levels.
I hated it so much, but no choice. I need it for my uni admission.
Got to LOVE it no matter what.

Jap role play and ICT quiz next week!

FILL MY HEART WITH GLADNESS, WILL YOU?

2009-01-11T02:57:00.000-08:00

7th January 2009

Jaslyn's nineteen birthday!

Mango Mousse from Bakerzin !

Happy nineteen, ,my stress buddy! :D

Me, Jas & Sp

Taken at Popeye T3!

With TK.

Din manage to have a proper birthday celebration with Jaslyn as we were both sick, couldnt eat Popeye as planned! But the mashed potatoes there were delicious. Can someone bring me there again?

After which, we sent zhiyin off for her flight to Germany.

Group photo!

Me, robin and zy!

Presenting our NYP's School hunk!

My good friend in NYP!

Group hug before zy leave for Germany.

Hand-made with love.

I hate parting scenes, seriously. Just had video calls with zhi yin using Skype. Glad to know that she's doing fine at Germany. 103 days more! (:

ONCE AGAIN, SICK.

2009-01-07T19:12:00.000-08:00

Within three weeks, i fall sick twice.

I feel so terrible and horrible every night while trying to sleep, cause of the pain which is killing me. To add on, this week is a bad and hectic week. 2 presentations, 2 projects due and 2 tests in 3 days. Really sorry group mates! Din manage to turn up for project meetings or to help you guys out.

As for tests, i lost many marks due to carelessness! My As are gone just like that. How i wish i can just bang my head on the wall. Mistakes like these during exams are DEFINITELY not allowed.

I'm so glad that there is no school today :)

If an apple a day really keeps the doctor away, i wouldn't mind eating it everyday. & get well soon everyone!

TO MY BELOVED ZHIYIN

2009-01-04T00:35:00.000-08:00

As a friend,

She's always there to

Encourage and motivate me

Comfort me whenever i'm feeling down

listen to my rantings on school work and personal matters

Helping me out with projects and tests

Accompany me for shopping trips

And not forgetting what she has done for my 18teen birthday!

As the class rep of mk0703, she's

More than just responsible

The book to all our questions

Always helping out if we ve got difficulties

Never fails to remind us about impt deadlines

the best organiser for class gatherings

Do takecare of yourself at Germany. I'm going to miss you and your craziness. Lets go out together again when you are back. Cycling, Sentosa, Shopping and alot more places!

From strangers, we became classmates & now, good friends.

MOVED.

2009-01-02T21:01:00.000-08:00

I've decided to move cause i felt like there's a need to. At the same time, i shall also copy and paste my new year resolutions here.

& it's a brand new beginning.

Sleep early & wake up early. I have been sleeping late ever since i started working last year. I need to stop myself from always yawning during tutorials and lectures.

Eat more veggies and fruits. So that i wont fall sick easily. It feels so terrible being sick.

Study hard, play hard and work hard. I hope there will be more gatherings with my sec school & poly friends. Haven been meeting them for quite sometime already. And i miss pool, shopping, cycling and eating sessions with my poly friends! But most importantly, i need to study hard to get my desired GPA!

To be happier than before. Overall, 2008 is a good year for me despite all the unhappiness. And, i hope 2009 will be much better. Please make me happy! I will appreciate it lots (:

Lastly, not to be stress. So that i can sleep well every single night.